Thanks for cheering friends , i know i will be fine someday.

I know i will be fine someday ,so friends don't worry me .

I'm okayy. : )

Laura , i get what your mean . I really understand .

I know you are trying to cheer me up and don't wanna me feel upset for him anymore.

But , my heart still bleeding . STILL BLEEDING .

I still need time to accept the truth that he are leaving me .

I really need time .

Yea , maybe shelly mei said that are right .

I just pretend that i'm happy at all .

Actually i'm sad deeply in heart .

I can pretend that i happy when i was school , facing all my friends ,

i will feel more better and relieved .

But , when i was home , i will think many many .

I try to make me very busy , make my scheldue full full .

but when i free , those things again in mind . Never go .

I know you all are care of me .

I know i always be sad for boys , you all worry me .

but , i should sad for him one time , just one time , the last time .

After this , never got any boy can hurt me like this deep .

Like my hunn , LAURA KOO said so ,

' It's not hard to make decisions when you know what your values are '

: )

To every boys that i have sad before ,

please feel lucky that i sad for you for hundred times . : )

Your honor that i have sad for you all .

Cause after this , i will not sad for boys anymore. : )

Why should i continue sad for boys if they are don't know how to apperciate ?

It's not worth at all : )

I should be happy . : )

Please believe me my friends ,

after today , i will be okay : )

No any sad for boys , no any crush on boys .

To someone else ,

Don't say love me , cause you till now not understand what is love.

Don't say love me , will take care of me anytime if i need , cause i will never fall for boys anymore.

Don't , don't .

I Don't wanna say somethings to hurt you .

Boys , for me ?

Just like brother : )

no anymore . : )